The Dazzle of Sunrise

Nescience may be sweet, as in its relief from responsibility or involvement, and yet innocence may still subject one to suffering the consequences of events without being their originator. Its way is of the easiest: If chosen, it feels or appears peaceful, free of mental disturbance or any urge to act upon the unknown or unpercieved; if unwanted, it will cause disquiet while leading understanding to its dead-end. Truth-seeking is not for gentle spirits: It leads beneath the surface, through it all, right, to the core and takes courage to meet with a possibility of dreams getting frustrated, since what was once discovered and revealed can hardly escape your notice any more. The most fundamental part of any discovery is its acceptance, for without it, nought more than a shadow of enlightenment is percievable, this only deepening confusion and illusion for that matter. The bare factual reality, without sugar-coating or demonization, the distinct moment of looking truth right in the eyes is of essence here. While one's perception of reality is accurate in the sense of getting impressed by the external world internally, it is bound to be subjective as seen through specific eyes and filtered through a certain level of awareness and life experience and riverie, decievable by a mere semblance of actuality. It is as if all in the outside was the embodiment of either love or fear in one's mind's eye, enlivened and transformed depending on the energy thus emanated and recieved, thus forming a distinct image of the world. One may feel hopeless when swallowed by the dark or find solace in anticipating the light of another dawn. All that I fear will keep haunting me and all that I dream of will be constantly slipping away, but if I stand still and refrain from forcing anything into being according to my wishes, not in the sense of passivity or defeatism, for I shall put my heart into the realization of my dreams giving it my all, getting prepared for sure, but in the sense of letting it go eventually, surrendering the result to a higher power that exceeds me and all in existence, for the Universe favors vaillant hearts, being the energy of creation and loving-kindness, then even if armed with visions only, imagining myself in the midst of my destination, it is granted that I shall get there one day.. 🌞

The Dazzle of Sunrise @ Ladanseuse

Based on an English-written musing dated 29. 11. 2005, elaborated, edited and published on 27. 1. 2026